So theres this one guy....
So I work with this guy at Mimis...and I am like superinlove...and this is like Katie love not serious love...this is like - I think you are mondo hot....so let me tell you a story...its bittersweet

SOOO all day adn night in my head I was like ... I want to ask him out on a date - ?!?!?!?!?!?
Dunno where this impulse came from and I was obviously not allowing myself to ignore it.
So I carry on...and hotguyoflife says hey wanna split something to eat? So I say YEA! SO we eat....and then I guess he heard me telling this girl courtney that I had to be there until 10 cuz my dad couldnt come get me so he says...hey do you want a ride home? And I'm all like okay sure...and in my head I'm like OF COURSE YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO ASK I WOULD HAVE JUST JUMPED ON YOUR CAR! not.


So we start driving home in the rain and we are listening to coldplay...and all is well ....and we're driving and we get to my house ...and since chelsea had dared me to ask him out I turned and said
Can I ask you soemthing? And you can say no
And he says....okay.
And I said....
Did you maybe wanna hang out sometime ...like outside of work
And he was like Yea Sure!
And Im like ...ookay. Okay.
And he was like .... I told you and Courtney that today that we all have to hang out sometime. And I just wanted to say

ARE YOU STUPID I dont mean you me AND COURTNEY! That is like what? One big happy family NOT you and me you and me lunatic dont you understand you are MY DESTINY!

But I kept my cool and I said ...okay thanks again. And I left and I didn't give him my number or anything STUPIDO on my part.

But oh well at least I got an okay...and hopefully I mean maybe Courtney won't be able to go. Not...she thinks he's amazingly wonderful also. Gosh.

I can't wait to go to FSU.
At FSU I am not talking to boys...I am doing my schoolwork...unless a boy just so happens to interrupt me then I will consider.

I am crazy. Crazy.
My stomach hurts I think.